this is Salem, a land filled with magic and maladies. It is a place where witches and their elemental familiars gather, a home to legend and
lore that predates time itself. Yet of all the wicked and wonderful stories the past can tell us of, the most magical are the ones yet to happen.
This is Salem - this is the start of your very own journey. Welcome to starfall
Starfall is an animaga witch roleplay set in mostly modern times. Members play as witches in a world plagued by monsters, where the only safe spots are walled cities. Starfall strives to be a character-driven roleplay with expansive lore and a highly interactive plotline. We want to allow members to
create and look back on a magical journey, and mold the site and its plot as their characters grow.
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]There was no denying that Cain lived in poverty. His apartment was in the slums, his possessions were close to nothing, and he barely ate three full meals a day. He barely had enough clothes to spare a week without having to reuse a set, sometimes even resorting to just airing an article of clothing to 'freshen' it up enough for another use. Despite that, Cain continued to struggle against his fate, as he always had. He continued to study and develop his magic, he continued to train himself physically, he continued to toil for the guild of Silvertongue in exchange for money, and he continued to dream of his goal to prove that fate was something one could and should control at their own discretion, instead of allowing menial things like bloodline and family and legacies to decide for them. It was for that reason that he had left the Godfrey family, though he never really abandoned the name.
It was, after all, still useful. Useful in that he could be the Godfrey that rebelled against the burden of legacies, and it also sometimes helped reel in jobs for him. After all, the Godfreys were a famous magical family, and guaranteed almost a 100% success rate in any missions their members participated in, regardless of difficulty. At this point, having just recently joined Silvertongue, though, Cain was a fledging, but the confidence he carried convinced him that he wouldn't stay that low for that much longer. After all, he was still a Godfrey. He was just unshackled by family expectations, but it was still in his blood, in his nature, for greatness.
And greatness was what he would achieve.
He smirked, bringing that train of thought to a conclusion as he brought the porcelain cup up to his lips, resting it against the lower lip as he tilted it upwards, pouring its bitter dark brown liquid into his mouth. The coffee rolled over his tongue and into his throat, and after a short two sips, he lowered it back down onto its saucer, a sigh of relief escaping his throat. He had just ended one of said missions for Silvertongue the day before, and had been paid in surplus. Of course, what else would he do with the excess money - other than save majority of it - other than reward himself with a fresh cup of coffee the following morning.
And in the rather popular Sun Cafe, too.
He slumped against the back rest of his seat, tilting his head back slightly, golden eyes peering up at the sky past the parasol overhead. A deep breathe was inhaled, before released as a sigh. What was he going to do today? Study? Train? Maybe head back to the guild to see if he could nab himself another job? It had just begun, and Cain wondered if fate had anything stored for him.
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Poverty - a word Loraina knew nothing of. Born as a daughter of the illustrious Brooks family, yes, she was shackled with the burdens and responsibilities of meeting the high standards that had been set by her ancestors. Though she herself was still a fledging at this point in time, her ever-growing knowledge in the realm of magic served great purpose in helping her achieve her own goals. Ultimately, those aforementioned goals had nothing to do with her surname and the weight of the world that normally came with it, but hey, being a Brooks did have its perks. And she was going to milk the living crap out of every second of it.
On this particular day, it was a rather eventless afternoon despite the fact that she had recently officially been accepted as a part of a certain coven with somewhat of a bad reputation amongst the magic community. With the looming threat of her being persecuted as a result of people finding out, she would of course, keep it only to herself and her fellow members. Though, it was advised that she pose as a member of another guild, or dabble in the ventures of freelancing, but for now, all she had to worry about was whether or not she wanted another refill of her french vanilla latte.
This cafe was.. mediocre at best. Of all the rave reviews its been receiving over the past few months, Loraina figured she'd experience the hype for herself, and thus far she'd find it to be quite the disappointment. Sure, it wasn't all bad. For instance, the ambience was perfect for an afternoon of worriless thought, but since she'd already been here since lunch time, she sat through the hustle and bustle of those shoveling in through the doors for a quick lunch and a cup of caffeine goodness. Besides, their coffee wasn't even that good.
"My dear master, why are you so insistent on staying in this foul establishment?" said the invisible voice inside her mind. One of the many, but also one of the more distinguishable. Mainly because of its high pitched frequencies and sharp undertones.
"Because we're already here, Crimmy." she responded in kind without speaking a single word aloud as she continued sitting legs crossed in a corner of the room, flipping through a pamphlet that lists out all the seemingly amazing travel destinations of this local area. She may have had a warm bed to go back to every night if she wished, she always chose the option of sleeping in a hotel room in all the different parts of towns and cities that she has yet to visit, for convenience sake. "It'd be a bloody awful waste of time if we were to go to another less favored cafe, lest you know of any hole in the wall places."
The gentle ringing of the bell straddled at the top of the entrance signaled for another potential customer. If this person would've been here a few hours earlier, she'd have perhaps paid him a slight bit of attention. After a few hours of the same process, however, it tends to get a bit old.
Heaving an odd sigh, the woman temporarily removed her reading glasses and folded them onto the front of her collar. Unlike most of the people within this establishment, and probably all of the folks within this olden era, her tastes in clothing have always been a bit.. unique, to say the least. She liked dresses and the sort, but none that are overly frilly and full of unnecessary decors and designs. Some might point out that she may have been a bit too modest for her own good, but that tight-fitting piece of fabric that hugged her curves with an embrace as tight as a mother to a daughter certainly left no complaints - especially to those she so happened to walk by.
"A refill, please." Uncaring of the person that came in before her, she wandered up to the florally dominated counter and proceeded with her request. She wouldn't have cared about getting off her own seat if it weren't for the fact that they were short-handed in staff today, but once she left the cup there, she would eventually make her way back to where she was, hopefully without any hindrances.
Come pull the sheet over my eyes So I can sleep tonight
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]Barring the occasional entry and exit of patrons, there wasn't really much in this cafe that drew Cain's attention. Perhaps it was exhaustion. Perhaps it was boredom. Perhaps it was just the intent of simply allowing the time of the day to pass as he idled by in wait for the next 'big event'. Life was a story book, really, and authors rarely allowed things to remain idle for too long. It was a lazy approach in growing up, but it had never failed Cain thus far. It wasn't that he actually lazed around and waited for things to happen, after all. He worked for what he wanted. On this particular day, however, he chose to let that lackadaisical side of him triumph over everything else. And he remained in his slouched posture, hands sliding into his pocket. He then stretched his chin towards his chest, and stared at his half-filled cup of liquid cocoa.
He probably was only going to be able to afford one before having to leave, didn't he? Well, if that was going to be the case, then he was going to drink it as slowly as he possibly could, and enjoy every second of it. A soft pout still came upon his lips, though, and his eyebrows furrowed in slight frustration. Years now, he had struggled in the slums to make-do, taking odd jobs and even stealing just to get by. Slowly, but surely, though, he was starting to make his way back up out of the state of poverty, but the thing that annoyed him most, really, was how it was going slowly. A part of him, a very small part located at the back of his head that would have probably been beaten up by the rest of him if it made itself loudly known, regretted leaving his family.
"C-Cain?"
A soft timid voice echoed in Cain's head and he blinked, before allowing his golden eyes to roll down towards his abdomen. Then, sticking out from his right chest pocket, then, a small feathery head appeared, its long bill and black beady eyes directed at him. "Are you okay?" she asked, the concern in her telepathic voice as clear as day. Cain blinked, raising an eyebrow. Had he done anything that would have warranted concern? He adjusted himself in his position, sitting up straight, as he reached forward, pulling up the flap that kept his pocket closed, allowing the hummingbird more space to stick its head of.
It remained content inside, though, its shy personality once more prompting it to stay hidden in his chest pocket. "Yeah, I'm alright. Don't worry, little Hailey," he reassured her, then, a soft smile coming upon his lips and a sigh. Reaching forward, he coiled his fingers around the handle of his cup, and brought it up to his mouth.
"A refill, please."
When the words reached his ears, the red-head allowed it to simply pass by as surrounding noise, until it pulled something out from his gut. A nostalgic feeling that sent a shiver down his spine. His lips tightened up, preventing the coffee from continuing its inwards flow, before he lowered the cup. Images of a chubby pink-haired girl with glasses came into his peripherals, and he narrowed his eyes. Wait, it couldn't be, right? He raised his chin, furrowed eyebrows staring up at the pink-haired woman that was moving past his table. A fitting dress, with a figure that would have normally caught Cain's eyes, with silky long pink hair and sharp blue eyes.
A contrasting image in any case with what he had in mind, but then again, he understood quickly that it had been close to ten years since he last saw the girl. It was impossible, right? Just what were the chances of them actually meeting each other again like this?
Well, there was only one way to find out. Keeping his eyes forward and waiting until the girl was directly beside him in her retreat to her table, he called out.
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All in all, the day seemed like an amalgam of relaxed minutes seeping through before the sun eventually on downwards, but that was still a good few hours away from happening. Though she wouldn't say she was itching for some action, it wouldn't be all too bad if something interesting were to happen to spice up the afternoon by a few notches, no?
As soon as the thought passed her mind though, she found herself frozen stiff - which was ironic, because that's what her familiar's known to do - when she passed by a table with a patron who spoke her name aloud. Nowadays, she's so used to going by her full name, or by the nickname Raine that she gave herself that she simply refused to believe that there's still people out there who would refer to her as such. Outside of her parents, of course.
A brief glance over to the spiky haired male - spikes that although could not rival her very own messy, albeit silky pink mane, held its own quite well - gave her a brief sense of familiarity. There wasn't a lot of it, but perhaps it was an aftereffect of certain traumatic incidents that she prefered to keep locked up in the back of her mind, or it was just a false sense of security and she was just hearing voices again.
"Loraina."
With a simple, spiteful retort mixed with an expression that showcased her piercing dagger-like sapphire blue stares, she continued sauntering back to her own table, awaiting her fresh cup of beverage to come by as her invisible familiar kept pestering her about who that man was. Was he a childhood friend? No no, definitely not. She didn't have any. Extended family? No, not even close. She'd remember their faces. Each and every single one of them until the day she perishes. Then.. perhaps a family friend? That was the most plausible answer, but who knows.
Did she want to find out? Yes. Was she eager to find out to the point where she'd converse with the man about it? Probably not. Besides, most people would get scared off quite easily after that, anyway, so there wasn't much for her to worry about. Or so she thought.
Come pull the sheet over my eyes So I can sleep tonight
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]The woman halted in her tracks, and for that moment in time, Cain felt his heart skip a beat. This was the first time in the past 6 years that he had met someone from the past, someone he had met during his time as a Godfrey pet. And among all people, it had to be the chubby girl that Cain used to tease before, both for her appearance - he was a kid - and also due to the fact that she was so intent in living up to her family expectations, a clear contrast to his approach towards it. That had been many years back, and he never once thought that he would see 'Chubby Lorry' ever again. Even less, in the manner of how she looked then. Perhaps he was overthinking it? Perhaps she had just reacted to the name out of instinct, thinking it was hers? Cain blinked, before slowly raising his chin to meet hers. He could see the confusion behind her eyes, and figured it had been a misunderstanding, and a soft defeated expression came onto his face. Well, until...
"Loraina."
She corrected him. Cain blinked, eyes widening in shock as she continued on, walking away from him. The red-head, however, could no longer pull his eyes away, and simply followed her movement back to her table. It was only until she reached it did he look back to the front, his golden irises now focused in on the coffee in his hand. He furrowed his eyebrows once more, narrowing his eyes, still trying to wrap his mind around the complete hundred eighty transformation she had undergone. The temptation to double take to make sure that what he was seeing was reality came, and he only managed to stop his chin from reaching his shoulder at the halfway mark, before he faced his table once more.
"Wh--" he mouthed out to himself. He hadn't grown that much different either, to be honest. He had grown bigger, of course, and fitter, though he looked more weathered. His slicked back red hair, a style that had been forced upon him due to its neat prim look, had been replaced by a red mess, and his usually formal and crisp clothing was replaced by a leather jacket over a white shirt, and a pair of black pants that carried a few stains here and there, ending then in a pair of leather boots. If anything, really, he had simply changed his style, and puberty had kicked i--
Puberty.
"Holy puberty," he muttered, as he glanced back finally at Loraina. Well, fuck it. It certainly seemed to be a more entertaining way to pass the day than idly sitting by. Besides, this was probably that 'big event' he had been waiting for. He sighed, before getting up off his seat, bringing his cup of coffee along with him. Then, he approached her table, before setting his drink down opposite her, though he remained standing.
"It's been too damn long, Chubby Lorry. Holy crap," he started, the last two words mostly said subconsciously as he stared down at her fair beautiful face. Hell, if he had known that this was how she was going to grow up into, he would not have bullied her so much back then.
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Upon seeing the male rising up from his table with his cup of beverage in hand, she knew what was about to happen, but in a place like this filled with other people, she didn't have the right to make a big fuss out of this. It'd be extremely hypocritical of her to ruin what was finally a moment of established peace and quiet when it was one of the things she quietly vented on earlier.
When that nickname caused certain locked memories to resurface though, she couldn't help herself. Yet, somehow, she still had the wherewithal to control her loudness even in the midst of throwing a gargantuan temper tantrum to the point where no single word would be processable by the human brain, especially when her increasingly thick accent began taking over.
"Bloody blimpy cuck, I would tear you a new arsehole if I could-.."
And that was the gist of it. If she were not to be interrupted at all, she'd continue on for at least a good five minutes before the winding down process begins, and that would take another two minutes. Hell, even the waiter who stood to one side of the table got some of her tantrum rubbed off on him, as he did not leave unscathed. At least, not verbally unscathed, that is.
Some things never could change, really, even after all these years. It was a quirk that she was told she inherited from her mother, who passed away when she was still a wee toddler. Still, the sudden resurgence of what was her childhood bully? Well, practically everyone picked on her back then, so it's not like he was an odd one out or anything. But thanks to him though, that particular nickname clung to her for the remainder of her sullied childhood. Everywhere she went, all the family meetings, all those gatherings, not one other child has called her anything but that godforsaken term.
Yet most wondered why she felt justified in her actions.
"Leave. Now. Your poor hygiene infuriates me."
Come pull the sheet over my eyes So I can sleep tonight
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]Yeah, it really was her. There came her usual habit of allowing her accent to take over completely as she cursed him out. He sighed, a soft nostalgic smile actually coming upon his lips. There was no denying it. How he had treated her back then when they were kids was deplorable, and he felt bad sometimes when he thought back on it, but there wasn't anything Cain could do about it, was there? He could apologize, but for good reason, he doubted that it would be sufficient in earning her forgiveness. As she began, Cain would allow the first few words to simply pass over him, as he reached forward, pulling the other chair back. Casually, he sat himself down upon it, settling in rather comfortable, before allowing his eyes to meet hers. That smile on his face never faded. He had dealt with her tantrums before, and he knew better than to cut her off, lest he wanted to face an even bigger snap later on. It was always how it was. She'd feel angry, and the need to release said anger. That release came in the form of the chain of insults and taunts that was thrown at his direction, or anyone else that came within range, really.
Poor waiter.
He'd remain silent, simply looking at her as she allowed her anger to relieve itself. It was definitely better than letting it store up, and accumulate to a bigger explosion. Besides, it wasn't as if Cain had experienced his fair share of insults, especially from her. Red-headed idiot. Musclehead. Freak eyes. Hell, Loraina had probably insulted every single part of Cain at this point. Even his toenails hadn't been spared, even when she hadn't even seen them before. Plus, the accent that she released them in was - he could not deny - rather amusing to hear. Especially with how she looked now, it carried a rather sexy fierce charm to it, though she'd never hear it from him, no.
It ended soon enough, and there was a brief moment of silence between them, before she gave her familiar glare of blue daggers, and venomous words. "Leave. Now. Your poor hygiene infuriates me."
Cain blinked, before releasing a sigh, before tilting his head. She probably meant that, didn't she? He began to contemplate then on whether he should have listened, but then he remembered a rather peculiar and particular part of their relationship that had yet to be spoken of, yet would probably never be forgotten. She held a dark secret of her past, and one that he had discovered. And she knew that he knew. It was only a surprise to Cain that she hadn't done anything to him, but he wasn't going to ask about it, no. Definitely not.
"It's been a while, Loraina," he started, the smile coming back as he opted to give her the due respect of using her name this time. "How've you been?"
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The longer she continued on venting, the more she recognized the individual seated before her, and the angrier she got. Still, even she had her limits with things like these, and regardless of how furious she was when scene after scene of traumatic childhood memories kept replaying in her mind like a reel to a projector screen, she could only last so long before her stamina ran out. It was almost the exact same as her mother's, though her mother tended to forget about what she got angry at in the first place. Loraina, on the other hand, never forgets. Period.
"You, of all people, have the nerve to ask me how I am?" After recuperating with a large sip of her now-lukewarm beverage, the woman's passive-aggressiveness remained in the air, and a few other clients within their vicinity had made the smart decision to move out of their little circle of space, lest they were gluttons for punishment themselves. "Let me guess. You've taken an interest in me, because I do not look like how I did in the past. Yes, I've seen this tale a thousand times. Hand in marriage from those who used to insult me, the finest of wealth and riches from those who used to physically assault me."
"And lustful gazes from those who used to resent me." Though her words were already riddled with venom and seeping with hatred, that last one had an oomph to it that not even her previous tirade could compare. Some might argue that the quietest words usually held the highest of meanings, and it certainly could be treated as such in this case.
"M-Master, calm down!"
"What do you want from me then, scum? Which one of those categories do you fall into, or perhaps, you've come back to ridicule me even further?"
Come pull the sheet over my eyes So I can sleep tonight
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]Oh, she wasn't done yet? Cain sighed softly, pursing his lips in anticipation of more insults and berates. He glanced down at his coffee, and proceeded to pick it up from the table as he drank a bit of it, almost from the cue of her drinking her own beverage. Before she continued, however, Cain found himself feeling an increasing heat against his chest and lowered his gaze to his own body. He reached up with his free hand, gently placing a palm over the chest pocket where Hailey lay, already figuring out the cause for the burning up. She was getting scared, intimidated, frightened by the women before him, and really, he understood well enough why. She was fierce, her words as cold as ice - which was rather fitting, really. Then it started, though unlike before, he actually paid more attention to this one. She accused him, then, of changing his attitude towards her simply because he now found her attractive.
"No, I--" Cain started at first but was cut off as she continued with her accusations, which was rather fortunate, really. See, Cain could not deny that he did find her new appearance attractive. Hell, attractive was a slight bit of an understatement to it. It seemed somewhere in between attracted and smitten, sort of level, though perhaps it was more due to the very shock of having seen the development that made it all the stronger. She then began, and now Cain found himself a little bit exhausted, as he rested his elbow on the seat's arm rest, and his cheek on his clenched fist, golden eyes never wavering from her blue glare.
He waited then, until the end of it, before he started. "Are you done?" he asked, cocking an eyebrow as he did. Without even waiting for an answer, he lifted his head from his fist, and lowered his hand, as he straightened himself on his seat. "I'm not the kid I was before, Lori," he started with a slightly exasperated sigh. "Okay, look. Alright, I was a dick to you back then, but I was a kid. We were kids. It isn't much of an excuse but I'm not here to do the same thing anymore. Hell, I just came over to say hi again, cause we hadn't seen each other for a long time. I guess I was the only one actually excited to see someone from the past, which to be honest, is a surprise for me as well."
He then paused for a moment, before recalling a part of what he had just said. He blinked, before narrowing his eyes. "... You don't know, do you?"
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Loraina felt so pissed and so justified that she could've formed a gallantry of soldiers to wreck the entire planet then and there.
No matter, for she would attain her goals when the time comes, and all those who dared question her abilities would meet their demise one way or another, if they haven't already. Granted, the only people whom she made suffer way back when were all members of her extended family, and she somehow managed to get away with it because of her seemingly timid nature and the inner workings of her magic. Though she was small at the time, creativity did aid in those dastardly plots, and the most miniscule things often resulted in the biggest blow dealt.
She gave him a chance. After all her spiteful words, it was only natural for a retort to happen, but when it did, color her unimpressed - as evident by the crossing of her arms underneath her luscious frame of a chest and the icy cold stare she continued wearing throughout the entire conversation.
"You justify your actions towards me as a result of you being a mere child? Do you suppose that's forgivable?" If he honestly did, well then, she should be forgiven for all the crap she did when she was younger, no? All those lives lost, all the futures taken away. Sure, you could count them with two hands, but this is a crime that some would consider even the number one to be one too many.
"Oh, humor me. Know what?" There were a lot of things she didn't know, after all. Especially things that pertained to her family's friends, or even her extended family in general. The only person she cared about was her father, and the only person she'd ever happily accept any and all criticism from was him. He raised and cared for her, without pressuring her into anything in particular. Though he was a strict man with militaristic discipline and a duty to his family as the oldest son, he deemed it fit that she grew at her own pace. No comparisons, no competition. Just a child, experiencing the world one step at a time.
It was all her other aunts and uncles that did, and they paid a damn good price for it.
"What can you possibly tell me that would make me less barmy?"
Come pull the sheet over my eyes So I can sleep tonight
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]Cain narrowed his eyes. Was she even listening? Or had her anger made her as deaf as it had made her blind?
"No, I said it isn't much of an excuse, didn't I?" he retorted, rather quick with the snap back as he allowed his lips to part for a brief moment, as if expressing disbelief. Whatever the case, the conversation continued on, and from her reaction, Cain was sure now that she really was unaware of his situation. He scoffed, unable to help but feel amused. He knew that he had been the shame of his family, and they had opted to keep him out of the eyes of not only the public but of the families they were associated with as well. Perhaps it was due to that that Cain wasn't entirely surprised that they had chosen not to make his departure known to the other families either. Amused, sure, but not surprised. He sighed.
"I left--" he started, and then caught himself as he realized the implications of this revelation. Or at least, the lack thereof. Even if he did tell her that he was no longer associated with the Godfrey family, and that accusation of hand in marriage to unite families, or promises of riches and wealth, wasn't an option for him any longer, how would it help his case, exactly? It wouldn't change the fact that he had bullied her as kids.
Hell, it'll probably only make him look even smaller in her eyes, for he no longer carried the same influence or social standing as she did. He frowned at the thought, gritting his teeth behind closed lips as he fell back against the back rest of his seat. He sighed, bringing a hand up in defeat as he rubbed his temples with his index finger and thumb, before pulling them in to pinch between his eyebrows. "Forget it. You're right," he sighed, before lowering his hand, looking back up at her.
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Those last few words, for anyone whom have had the liberty of attending one of her father's parties, they would've heard this quote before, no matter the age. It was a motto of his, after all, to instill confidence into those who usually got too nervous to speak to him. Nevermind the fact that he probably intimidated them even more thereafter, but it usually worked. At least, to a degree.
Her stern, prim and proper look did derive from both her father and her mother, but the dark depths that was beyond anyone's understanding came from something else. All the years of abuse and envy, rage and hatred. If that doesn't turn you into a monstrosity, then you may have well already been one.
Though she wasn't that fond of prying into the personal lives of others - mostly because she hasn't yet formed a personal connection with someone to the point where she feels comfortable sharing and hearing certain details, she could sense a small bit of distress from the man before her. Whether or not it was any of her business though, she couldn't care less.
All this coldness and bitterness, she obviously wasn't like this before as a child. In fact, most would claim that she was compassionate and friendly, and was always willing to lend a helping hand despite the fact that she was a mere fragile little girl who couldn't do much. Hey, if hormones can mould a person into a completely different being, then the world is capable of changing someone's core from a bright and gentle soul to a rotten, despicable individual.
She just happened to hide it well under the guise of wealth, reputation and, above all else, beauty.
"So? What is it that you have to say? Or are you planning to waste my time again."
Come pull the sheet over my eyes So I can sleep tonight
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]"What is it? Speak proper or don't speak at all."
He knew that line. It belonged to her father. A stern powerful man who commanded the respect of anyone that shared the room with him, simply from his very presence and demeanor alone. And just like most heads of such magic families, they treasured their legacy, their titles, and their family honor, things that Cain had abandoned for the sake of personal freedom. It was seen as an act of weakness to the eyes of those who carried the values her father did, for that was how Cain's own father had seen it as. What he found himself thinking more about, though, was what she thought of it.
He clicked his tongue in annoyance, knowing that the prompt might as well have been putting a gun to his head. She had pretty much cocked it and aimed it at his pride, choosing to either get it shot straight out, or play a game of Russian Roulette with her view on it. And he knew little of how the current Lroaina was. Too little to predict exactly which side he would lean towards to. He sighed, before giving a light frown. Growing up had really done a number to her appearance, but it seemed that it had done a bigger number to her confidence. Or maybe his own had dropped. The power dynamic between the two had completely flipped, and Cain found himself on the lower end of the scale this time round.
It used to be the opposite. Had he gotten soft?
Hell, if anything, the life of struggle had made him all that much harder. He believed he could withstand whatever else life could throw at him, but he never expected life to throw her at him like this. Especially not like this. Or maybe he was trying too hard to gain her approval, that he had forgotten his own pride in all of this. The pride he carried in his belief that his own path was just as efficient as what had been laid out for him, that him moving at his own pace would produce better results than what his father had tried to force him into. He frowned, finally looking at her at a level amount of confidence, no longer faltering.
"I left the Godfrey family, Lori. I'm no longer a pet to be groomed into a trophy," he retorted, knowing that a bit of what he said was a direct hit towards her direction as well. He did remember her to be quite a bit of a daddy's girl, after all. "It doesn't matter now. What matters is how you're really just gonna keep jerking the past around like it's weapon, like I'm the only one that did wrong when we were younger, hmm?" he continued, bringing about the taboo the two of them had unanimously and unofficially agreed to keep in the shadows of the past.
If she was going to cling onto their past so hard, then he'd let her. In every aspect of the term.
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A most surprising answer, coming from the girl who held her family in such high regards. It seemed that she had somehow accepted his decision and expected far worse things, but now that she put some deeper thought into the subject matter, she concluded that people like them, those born into families with exceedingly extraordinary reputations, born into a life where the weight of the world was already pressed onto your shoulders the moment they severed the cord, it was undeniably a heavy settlement that would've surely cut his ties completely with that of his family members.
She went silent for a few moments, especially after he brought up the taboo topic. Of all the heinous crimes she thought she'd get away with, he was the only sole person walking the face of this earth that had witnessed one of it. But that particular incident? That was an accident. A true, blue accident. It involved a large stairwell, her dolls, a bully, and a slippery iced floor. Though it may have been her anger that had gotten the better of her, the utter relief that had overwhelmed her soon after she saw the lifeless expression plastered across the young child's face - it was.. almost too good to be true.
Up until then, most of the other incidents had been mishaps or random minor injuries, but they always came back. They almost returned to torment her further, and there would be absolutely nothing that she could do about it. Until she took matters into her own hands, changing her fate and theirs as well, for better or for worse.
"Yes, I suppose I should stop living in the past." Loraina sighed, stirring and staring at her cup of milky brew, watching on and on as the swirls spun, seemingly endlessly, until they dissipated and nothing remained. She understood good and well that she'd never be able to let certain grudges go, but if she were to cling to her past as she did now, what would she be able to achieve for her future? Just like how the man before her felt an overwhelming weight on his shoulders to live up to his family's reputation, she was weighed down by the events in her past.
Thus, to rid her mind of all the chaos, and unleash it upon the world. Wasn't that such a lovely thought?
"You've made your choice. Are you happy with it? If you are, then there isn't anything I can say that you don't already know."
Come pull the sheet over my eyes So I can sleep tonight
[attr="class","azotar"][googlefont="Iceland:400"]i refuse to just being a footnote in your history
[attr="class","salvatore"]Cain blinked as the reference to the taboo brought about a thought that bothered Cain a lot more than he felt that it should. His shoulders slumped slightly, his gaze lowering down to his own drink. He had seen the act in question, and knew that she had done it. The act hadn't been done directly, but it had been her machinations and ploy, and Cain could still clearly recall the glee in her face when Cain himself had confirmed the death of the bully in question. Yet... He had remained silent. He spoke nothing of her placing her toys there prior, spoke nothing of the magic, and spoke nothing of her reaction to the boy's fall. Nothing that would ever relate the entire incident to the young chubby pink-haired girl that had looked from the top of the stairs down at him.
In a ridiculous sort of way - one that could easily be credited to their lack of understanding and sense as a growing kid - he had protected her then.
Hell, he didn't even understand why she hadn't gone after him either. He continued to hear more deaths that haunted the Brooks family, and their distant relatives, and Cain had already known then they were no accidents, yet he said nothing. At the same time, he could not deny the gnawing concern at the back of his head, knowing that due to what he knew, he could be next. She never came. Not since that day. "Yes, I suppose I should stop living in the past."
Cain blinked, eyes rolling back up to try and meet hers, though the sapphires were now downcast towards her own drink, and he cocked his eyebrow in shock. He hadn't expected that to work, that was for sure. He had been anticipating more insults, more stuck-up replies, more belittling glares, yet here she sat before him, then, defeated and agreeing with him, for once. The scales had been balanced, finally, and all it took was for him to do the same thing she had done throughout the entire conversation. Bring up the past. Only, his was a bigger weapon. One that, if he could be honest about it, he felt rather dirty using in the first place. Hell, he carried her entire reputation in his fingertips with his knowledge, yet he found himself unwilling to do so, not even allowing the thought to cross his mind.
He had bullied her, true, but he did not loathe her. Not to that point. Or not at all, really.
"Yeah, there is," Cain disagreed, giving a few nods of his head to add action to his words. "You can tell me how you've been," he repeated, putting a bit of emphasis into the last bits of her words. This reunion had brought forth a couple of memories and emotions that Cain had long forgotten, or never thought back on, and the start had been way heavier than he had been expecting. To that matter, the red-head attempted to steer their conversation towards a lighter direction. One that would, hopefully, give him time to sort out his own thoughts.
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