this is Salem, a land filled with magic and maladies. It is a place where witches and their elemental familiars gather, a home to legend and
lore that predates time itself. Yet of all the wicked and wonderful stories the past can tell us of, the most magical are the ones yet to happen.
This is Salem - this is the start of your very own journey. Welcome to starfall
Starfall is an animaga witch roleplay set in mostly modern times. Members play as witches in a world plagued by monsters, where the only safe spots are walled cities. Starfall strives to be a character-driven roleplay with expansive lore and a highly interactive plotline. We want to allow members to
create and look back on a magical journey, and mold the site and its plot as their characters grow.
Sometimes it's hard to learn from all your mistakes
Ever since he'd woken up screaming that night a few days ago, Perseus hadn't been the same. Between the shakes and the refusal to sleep, his coven had given him some mandatory time off from missions and duties to....recover from....whatever had happened. He wouldn't speak about it, hadn't really said anything more than three or four words since then. Gabriella had given him a steady flow of cash to supplement the lack of income he was making, and he was spending every cent on coffee and caffeine in general to stay away.
He couldn't go back to sleep, not after that.
He'd yet to see Charani, had no idea how he was doing, and he hadn't seen any of the others from the dream either. Maybe it was for the best, he wouldn't really know what to say beyond tearful apologies with broken smiles.
He felt so tired, but he couldn't go back to sleep.
Not now.
He felt anxious as he slid into the cafe, his blood amped with something he couldn't name. He felt the tension in the air as the smile on the barista's face slid to a frown.
"Back again? Another death wish?"
Percy merely nodded with a downcast gaze and handed over the money required for the cup, and shoved a bunch of excess into the tip jar. The barista murmured a thanks before walking off to make his coffee and once he had it in hand, Percy retreated to the back corner. This way his back was to a wall and he could watch the door, and he wouldn't feel so...exposed.
He remembered so much.
The feeling of splintering bone and tearing flesh, of blood soaked cloth and the screams that tore from his sore throat as he was ripped to shreds. His eyes flickered with haunting images and he closed them briefly, resting his head on the cool tabletop.
He couldn't sleep.
When he felt the lull tug at the corners of his eyes, he pulled himself back up and chugged half the coffee in one go. The baristas had learned well enough to lower the temperature for him after the last incident where he'd scalded his entire mouth. He sipped at the remaining half idly, wondering how long he'd have to live like this until things could go back to normal - if they would go back to normal.
His coven would never trust him again, he was sure of it.
Squeezing his eyes shut against the sudden flood of panic and anguish, he buried his head in his hands and fought the wave of tears threatening to overcome him.
His head jerked up when the bell over the door sounded, and his eyes widened...
You don't sleep after something like this. You can never sleep again. It is like that Freddy Kreuger song. 9... 10... never sleep again. He hadn't gotten a good night sleep since the nightmare incident. Every time he closed his eyes... even just to blink he replayed it over and over in his head.
The girl being swallowed up by the darkness... the other boy suffocating beneath the earth... and Percy. He could see Percy's face over and over again as hole after hole riddled his body. Sometimes remembering it made him nauseous. Sometimes it didn't make him feel at all. Often it made him cry until his body broke down for a small nap where the nightmares came again. He had awful bags under his eyes and honestly looked not great.
He got closer to the cafe. He needed coffee. Caffeine to stay awake. You have to stay awake. He needed it. The tiny bell rung as he entered the shop. There in front of him was someone whose face he couldn't get out of his head. It was there constantly... and not in the good way it had been before this. Did he feel it? Did he know what it felt like. Was that really him? He knew the answer of course. A shared nightmare... a shared reality.
"..." he couldn't speak. He couldn't trust his own voice. Couldn't trust he wouldn't just break down even further into a crying mess. He could already feel the tears welling up. They were spilling without his permission as he looked at Percy. He couldn't move. He was afraid if he came closer the boy would vanish. This was real. This was real. This is real. Is this real?
Sybil was... Not the same after that night. People told him it was just a nightmare, that none of it was real. He's not an idiot though, they didn't experience what he did. They didn't watch people get torn to fucking shreds or feel earth fill your fucking lungs! Not once has he been able to rest his head, close his eyes and sleep. The only sleep he was able to get was... Well, it felt like he was sleeping right now, his mind in autopilot while his eye lids only revealed a fleck of white in his eyes.
Sybil was seeing someone, a healer who could potentially help. But she said she only tended to physical wounds, this was more of a psychological thing and... Well, magic could only do so much. He had heard of non-witches who could make people better again but Sybil was wary about all that. Maybe it was his upbringing that made him that way, the feeling that only magic can be useful in someones life - not the words of a mundane human.
Arveen, his familiar had sensed it, that giraffe of his knew something was wrong. The once shy and fairly happy child was now broken, smashed into pieces. There was also something else that had made him more... Careless with his actions and mana flow. But perhaps it was just the lack of sleep.
Sybil stopped in his tracks. After picking up his plate with the sweet pastry and mocha in the other hand, his whole body froze upon seeing two boys. Two boys that were in his nightmare. They too, looked somewhat broken. Everything made him tense, the cup and plate falling to the floor, clattering and spilling. It was enough to snap him back to reality as he shook his head and ducked down, cleaning up his mess.
Post by kasimir burovski ✨ on Jul 21, 2017 13:23:14 GMT
blue moon
you saw me standing alone
it is said that there is nothing comparable to a bond forged through shared trauma.
it is said that they who enter the fringes of death's pale embrace together are forever, intrinsically linked.
it is said that escaping lethe's realms is near enough to break her hold.
kasimir does not believe in old wives tales or baseless superstition, not with the waking nightmare that is already his reality, not with the endless cycle of blood and pain and death he is entrapped in with little hope for escape. had such myths been true, surely, surely kasimir would long since have been killed in recompense for all the lives he has taken, all the sins his dark soul has irrevocable staining its core. unless his karmic punishment is the trappings of his life...
no, kasimir does not believe in old wives tales; but he has nothing else to explain for how he finds himself outside the doors of the sun cafe, inexplicably drawn there despite having no business with the witches of jester's den.
he stills his feet before they can bring him inside, coming to himself with a jolt of alarmed surprise - he is not one to allow his mind to wander, much less in such a public location where potential dangers surround him in their hundred - even the numbing haze of mana exhaustion's bone-deep chill and the equally leaden weight of pure physical fatigue cannot excuse himself for such a lapse. kirjava, unmaterialised so as not to draw overt attention to them, sends him flashes of emotion in dark browns and greys and amber-edged unease.
he stares at the doors for a moment more, then, unable to muster up the energy to be concerned about how idiotic this impulse is, he pushes open the door, stepping inside the cafe that doubles as a coven den.
he sees them immediately. brown hair pale skin, blond hair tan skin, hazel-brown hair wide eyes - three boys he remembers vividly from his nightmares, two of whom kasimir had watched die. had caused their deaths. his hands, hands which keep steady even when he is killing and killing and taking the lives of those undeserving of the sentence he carries, his hands start shaking.
"s-sorry." the apology slips from his tongue without his knowing, shaky and choked with emotion. too much emotion - his carefully constructed defences and masks of formality and distance are down, and he's vulnerable and unsteady and he needs to get away-
"i'm so- i'm so sorry," he whispers, gaze darting back and forth between the blond boy and the dead-eyed brunette; then he turns around and flees for the door.