this is Salem, a land filled with magic and maladies. It is a place where witches and their elemental familiars gather, a home to legend and
lore that predates time itself. Yet of all the wicked and wonderful stories the past can tell us of, the most magical are the ones yet to happen.
This is Salem - this is the start of your very own journey. Welcome to starfall
Starfall is an animaga witch roleplay set in mostly modern times. Members play as witches in a world plagued by monsters, where the only safe spots are walled cities. Starfall strives to be a character-driven roleplay with expansive lore and a highly interactive plotline. We want to allow members to
create and look back on a magical journey, and mold the site and its plot as their characters grow.
he wonders if the cracking noise he hears when he turns around is just a figment of his imagination, but as he turns again -- bombarded with questions and other makings of conversation by percy and vera, the only polite thing he can do is turn his attention fully to them -- the sound makes a reappearance. he decides that sitting down for long hours, cramming his head with as much information as possible, is likely not doing wonders for his back ( and the very musing almost makes him smile; he sounds positively ancient ).
"i mean," he starts quietly, but there's an air enthusiasm nonetheless, "i wouldn't mind a simulation? it'd certainly be fun." a sympathetic smile is offered, and anyone more outgoing may have reached out to offer an encouraging pat on the shoulder. "i'm sure the lecture isn't going to last too much longer."
then there's a flicker of red hair at the corner of his vision, and vera's voice rings out ( in as much as a whisper can ring out, but luckily, elih's the observant sort ). his voice lowers too, in light of the other students actually asking questions -- his attention lingering momentarily on them, but it lapses, refocusing on vera and percy -- and the smile widens almost imperceptibly. "hamster is doing good," he answers, selective, leaning a little out of his seat to be closer to the two. "i think he agrees with you both--" pausing momentarily to consult the familiar mentally -- "he definitely wants to something, ah, 'more interesting that sitting around and looking at doodles'." his voice drops even further in delivering his familiar's opinion.
attention is shortly recalled by the professor; the lesson resumes. a short while later, and he's feeling that familiar knot of nervous anticipation in his stomach again. his eyes slide over to vera and percy, vaguely amused. "what you wanted, right?"
some time later, elih is wondering how he got himself into this situation. hamster is crouched a short distance away, lips pulled back in a snarl. gone are the restrictions of the city walls: the coyote is big. even crouching, there's something very intimidating about a horse-sized canid; then take into consideration the crackling air around them, the frigid mercilessness of winter air. granted, elih is an ice witch, but he's starting to wonder how long he can dance around the actual task of sparring before his teeth start clacking together from the cold.
( there's a little sort of conversation the familiar and the witch exchange. it goes along the lines of, 'i can't hit you!', and the prompt, ever persuasive reply of 'well, that's not going to stop me from hitting you'. elih thinks this is very motivational; motivational in the sort of way that keeps one dodging and running and skidding around, all while biting down the urge to screech out like a headless chicken. )
once, he near crashes into the wall in a blind panic, and is rewarded with a needle of ice in his leg for his efforts. dear dairy, he begins a mental journal of the ordeal, a few hours ago, i was enjoying myself in a perfectly good, passive lecture. now, i think hamster might have a lot of pent-up rage. i should probably talk to him about this. half-heartedly, he returns the shards of ice, but these bounce off the coyote's coat harmlessly.
he continues the mental journal. i'm really not sure where hamster gets all this energy from. maybe being smaller all the time just compresses him into a cat-sized ball of rage that becomes so very scary when released. elih has to pause again to half-heartedly swat at hamster. it's like hitting a tree -- a large, growling tree, who is yelling at you to put some back into it. deep down, he is certain this is all done in the name of goodwill, but really, it isn't the most convincing at the current moment.
nonetheless, he's glad for hamster's constant pushing, spontaneity, and general exuberance, which makes his occasional obnoxiousness almost forgivable. ( this gratitude wanes with the pushing of a claw into his back; he wriggles out eventually, but not without a fair share of bruises and scratches. nothing too bad, he supposes. )
'so? how did you find the session?' hamster is the first to ask, sprawled leisurely across the ground. refreshments are a welcome break.
'i learnt that i am terrible at sparring.' he reaches for a glass of water, examines slowly-purpling knuckles, and laments the half-finished mental journal entry. 'how 'bout we, uh, not do that again. call a truce, work on something that involves less running.'
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Rowan's attention is broken away from Sima when the professor begins the lesson once more. He's never been one for long conversations, nor awkward ones, and he feels a slight tinge of relief when he picks up his quill and begins writing again.[break][break] The key to fighting monsters...strengthening himself... Rowan took his notes down diligently, but it took him several phrases before he realized the meaning behind those words. His gut plummeted, filling that little pit of dread that he carried with him everywhere. Get stronger? He'd been imagining something like doing those fledgling missions and gradually building up. Fighting with his familiar? He wasn't sure about that. Diana could be pretty fierce when she wanted to be...[break][break] And the announcement of being taken north - Rowan wasn't sure to be happy or scared. He'd be away from the Ashworth manor, huzzahs! But wouldn't he also be that much closer to the monsters? He couldn't fight - he knew this already. Or at least, he could only do a very good imitation of a rock. He always felt chills at the thought of meeting monsters face-to-face. And he knew he'd been sheltered, staying in Salem, in a safe place for so long.[break][break] Gulping, he'd followed the crowd of students and witches to their rooms. His was rather large, though he assumed it was no where near as large as those students whose familiars had swelled in size as soon as their witches had stepped over the boundary. Only a few of those students had their familiars in the open, but it was enough to make Rowan feel insignificant. Diana hadn't changed in size - she was still the same average size silver armadillo she'd always been.[break][break] But...[break][break] "Diana, could you please stop?" he pleaded, running and ducking once more after another vicious attack. The armadillo was dancing in the air, appearing across the room from him, and promptly shooting of slices of air directly at him before disappearing and reappearing. It was giving Rowan a headache. His throat was parched, but she wasn't letting up for a second to even allow him to get a drink of water. [break][break] "No," her voice boomed in his mind. "You've got to fight back! Show me what you're made of!" She disappeared from his line of vision, and he cowered, eyes darting about before she reappeared, spinning and sending another two slices of air directly at his throat. He yelped, ducking in the nick of time. He felt one of the air slices swoosh a millimeter above his head.[break][break] "Are you trying to kill me?!?" he yelped, air playing at his fingers but not forming anything solid. Diana chuckled, giving him only a moment of respite before sending him running once more.[break][break] "The monsters won't be lenient. Neither will I."[break][break] Great, Rowan thought as he ran. I have a sadistic armadillo familiar who wants chop off my head. He was only glad that Diana hadn't cornered him yet - she'd made it very obvious that she was going to keep him running until he counterattacked or dropped to the ground with exhaustion. His legs ached, his lungs burned. Sweat beaded on his forehead as he finally made a slice of air and sent it backwards at her, throwing it with a haphazard aim and a grunt.[break][break] It didn't even come close. The blade went wide, smashing into the wall. Diana all but sighs with disappointment. "You'll have to do better than that if you ever are in a fight," she snorts, her voice tinkling like bells. There's amusement in it, and it's enough to make Rowan scowl. But she's stopped, and she gives him a nod. "Grab a drink. Take a break. You've worked hard."[break][break] Rowan gratefully grabs the door handle, takes two glasses of water from one of the instructors in the hall, and re-enters the room, slouching against the wall. Diana plods up to him and he hands her a glass, which she takes in her small paws.[break][break] "Hard work," he says with a pant, shaking his head. "You ran me raw."[break][break] Diana shrugs. He still finds it weird to see her drink - her tongue flicking in and out. Her ear twitches with amusement. "You didn't fight back," she replies simply. "Plus, that was the most fun I've had in a while. You don't know how boring your life is sometimes, Rowan."[break][break] He sighs. He enjoys his monotony, the peacefulness that comes with it. And he's certaintly never asked for rampaging armadillos trying to decapitate him. "But-"[break][break] "No buts," she interrupts, a twinkle in her eye. She takes another sip of her water. "You'd better get ready for the next session, dear."
A loud thump, darkness, and then a flicker of fire. Two, actually. Make that two flickers of fire.
The witch smiles at her familiar, the same way two strangers would after switching lanes in order to avoid a collision—until they found themselves in the same lane again. Except Fondue is no stranger, of course, he's anything but; and they are definitely not about to crash into each other. If anything, the fire would be the one to consume them both from how it continues to grow, one on each side of the dark room, until at last each wall is kissed by a reddish light.
"This wasn't what I had in mind when I said practical classes were better," she laughs. There is a twinkle of uneasiness in her voice, made stronger by reminiscing their instructor's orders. To fight Fondue... she ponders, though of course he's fully able to hear her thoughts. Just as much as she is to hear his answer. Like good old times, huh?
"Oh, Merlin, don't remind me." Vera frowns, faking offense. Fondue used to scream so much at her during those first weeks they were together, back when he hadn't told her his true name and verbal battles were the only ones they could have. "You were brutal to small, innocent me back then."
Using past tense, are we? he answers with a question, cocking his rodent head in defiance.
"Due," she gasps, her eyes widening in real surprise. "Are we really gonna do this?"
The agouti shrugs. Or, rather, he shudders in a way that his witch knows is a shrug. For some reason, he'd always been fascinated with body language and tried imitating humans' mannerisms. It made for hilarious displays, at times. You heard the girl. This is supposed to make us stronger. Let's do it. It kinda sounds like fun.
Vera would be lying if she said she wasn't curious about the idea, but she just really couldn't picture herself in any position against her familiar, her beloved Fondue, her other half. Better half, he jokes. "Better half," she agrees, laughing, right up until a fireball flies past her side. A fireball. She's so surprised her body swirls out of the way seconds after the attack, which only succeeds in making her feel not only bewilderment but also embarrassment.
Oh no you didn't, comes her mental retort as she picks up on the threads of mana that the fireball Fondue had thrown at her was made of, and sends it straight back. "You didn't even give me time to tie my hair up properly!" she complains just as the agouti ducks her own attack.
We don't have forever, Vee.
The fireball bounces back towards her.
"No, we just have two whole days!"
And then back to him.
Point taken.
And again.
"Merlin, we didn't even have any time to grab those lemon candies I wanted."
Sometime during their exchange, the fireball starts growing progressively larger. Was it as a result of their banter, or their joint physical exertion? Was this what their instructors were talking about? Hopefully. They only notice the new size of the fireball hours later, when they're both sweaty, thirsty, and tired.
The momentary haze of questions and answers came to a stop when the instructor beckoned for the attention of the other witches. There was a lesson to be gained here, an insight as to the subject matter. Both witch and familiar needed a strong bond and strengthen yourself past the rudimentary study courses and general know-how. When he thought on the bond between him and Lumin he had a few words in mind: like-minded, quirky, and proud. Lumin was definitely a proud creature and that of habit. Could he bond more with him? Of course, he'd give it a good try. They can't be strong unless the other was just as so.
A diagram was made on the blackboard, an image most could decipher being displayed. Truth be told, Roderick was one of the majority that figured their pool of mana was exactly this. There was no shame in admitting it either, but the instructor asked that they re-evaluate this common misconception of their inner depths. A new diagram took its place, now depicting something different. In short, both he and his familiar were two sides of the same coin. They were both to ignite and nurture their mana together. Every individual was unique and different and had their own ways of stretching past their current limits.
A new person took the instructor's place to which they explained they would be traveling up north to actually fight their familiars. Gods, how even?
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The room was pitch black, perhaps an incentive for light element users to practice using their very mana to find their targets. It made the atmosphere all the more menacing especially because he was hiding behind an obstruction while light loomed just by him before moving along. His familiar was larger than he thought, appearing like a glittering white bird radiating light energy. I see, you're quite smart already! Truly fitting of me and my splendor! You're blocking out your thoughts, trying to refrain from being a beacon! There was a laugh, light and airy permeating in the room.
Roderick's heart thumped in his chest. He disliked playing cat and mouse with his familiar, who could rightly shoot light straight into his chest if he so desired. He peered over the rock, catching no glow from Lumin. His breath hitched, wondering where he went. He made no attempt to lessen his presence in this dark room whether its by some plan or just his pride speaking.
Tell me, do you like playing the mouse or do you wish to be the tiger I know you to be? A large red eye and craned neck peered at him from in front of him now glowing with light. It spooked him briefly, the sudden change and adapting his eyes needed to do all the more jarring. Lumin laughed at his minor jump and fled back into the air. His light reminded him of a torch, and of a jailer looking for any runaways. Now that he had found him, there was no need to hide the maximum amount of light he could release and maintain. Roderick hoped to gain some distance, but his eyes could only do so well.
If there was any consolation, the light was giving him some room to work with for his sight. He didn't run into things like just thirty minutes ago. He also never thought he'd be grateful to find dark patches where Lumin's light couldn't reach. When Roderick was within adequate range, Lumin would unleash beams of thin light. Upon impact, they'd make a small hole and Roderick didn't fancy finding out how that'd go if it touched his arm.
But with every unleashed attack, he felt fatigue settle in and even with retaliating on his own with light colliding into each other it was beginning to take its toll. Roderick had taken some wounds, with Lumin sporting close to nothing so far. Dreadfully sorry about your clothes, but that can be replaced! ...still I hope no one sees you like this. T'what would they think of me next? He squawked out of humor, watching as his master drank water and ate provisions provided.
"I didn't expect to adapt too well."But it was a modest effort. Besides... Lumin lowered his head, staring from in front of Roderick's vision. If he could smile with his long beak, he would have. You have this burning ambition and desire to become strong. I'll enjoy seeing whether you burn to ashes from it or rise with the kings. "I'll burn when everything I despise does so first."
[attr="class","intext"]"Rowan," Sima hummed, "it's nice to meet you. Let's get along well, okay?" She smiled at him, sweet and oblivious to the fact that perhaps because she was in Leviathan that she ought to have recognized him as an Ashworth. She'd spent much of her life avoiding the politics of covens and the like, though, focusing instead of her craft. Only within the past year had she joined Leviathan and although she'd heard of the Ashworths, she didn't yet understand the big deal. She didn't understand their dynasty. "People are hard." She laughed lightly, "You have to talk to them and be able to find some sort of common topic to talk about to keep the conversation going. I've never really understood why, though. If it isn't going anywhere, why try to force it? Take a break and come back later, try again. Y'know?" She smiled again. "Oh, me? I suppose." She said, "I'm not very good at sitting still. I was home schooled and my lessons never were like this. I'm very restless and—" A voice cut through her own and she turned to look at their instructed with a heavy sigh. "I'll see you around, maybe, Rowan." She gave a small wave and retreated back to her desk to trudge her way through the rest of the lecture.
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Adina was not a particularly large familiar. She was a nice six feet long, but for a snake that wasn't exactly an unusual size. What made her stand out as a familiar instead of a pet was her scales: Dark iridescent scales showed vibrant colours that shifted with every movement. Sima wanted to blame the ever moving colours on her difficultly at catching her, but she knew she simply wasn't that good of a witch. Still, she fought and neither of them held back.
The earth reluctantly bent to Sima's will and it frustrated her. The earth did not give to her ambitions and so she wanted to push it till it broke. She knew better, though. This is how she'd felt when mother had first started to teach her woodcarving and she knew now that impatience would only ruin her. Push, yes, but not to breaking. Don't let agitation cloud the mind and don't let frustration lead to quitting. She had to take this with patience and a calm mind, so she took a step back and gathered herself. She had learned to bend wood to her desired and she would learn to do the same with the earth, but only in small steps. She felt the energy at her fingertips and again she moved forward with a different sort of determination than before.
"Oh. You're serious now, aren't you." Adina remarked, "That's a scary look you have on your face."
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Sima found it difficult to stand and so she sat down. She took to peeling a banana after drinking some water. Adina slid over, but of course, she only had harsh words to say. "You could've done better." Sima hated it. She hated the way she said it, as if she was disappointed in him, as if she thought she didn't work hard at all. Anger flashed in her and for once, she let it lash out.
"Can't you say something nice for once?" She snapped and it made Adina flinch in surprise at the sudden edge, "All you ever do is complain and criticize. All you can ever say is how I didn't try hard enough and how I should've done better."
"But you could've—"
"I did what I could! I did my best!" Sima quickly realized that anger was hard to maintain when she was so exhausted, so she let herself calm down gradually. Talking about this in a civil manner was going to get them much farther, anyway. Screaming at Adina was only going to make things worse. "Listen, I'm sorry for snapping at you, but y'know, I don't have any one to praise me? No one ever says 'hey, you tried really hard today, Sima, so good job!' or 'Wow, that great work, Sima!' no it's always 'why didn't you do more?' and that's kind of really hard to deal with Adina."
"What about your brother? Doesn't he praise you?" Adina offered tentatively.
"I mean, yeah, he does, but he doesn't count. He's my brother and he feels he has to praise me. It doesn't mean anything coming from him." She trailed off and took a bite of her peach, "I don't want to talk about this anymore."
"Okay, that's fine." Adina replied, "I'll keep what you said in mind from now on." Adina was never one to apologize, probably never would be. She always felt it was a waste of time. An apology doesn't matter at all, she once explained, but it's what you do to fix the mistake you made and make sure you don't make it again. "Hey, Sima?"
All day Percy makes every second count. He laughs when Vera mentions the breath of the professor, he couldn't agree more. He helps her He does not anticipate that they'd meet again here, but nonetheless he is glad they're all doing well.
"Guess we all can't wait for the practicum. Lectures are fun, because new knowledge and all, but what's even better is applying it," Percy agrees. He does not listen to much of the class, but when he hears something remotely close to application his ears are perked up. "Let's do our best!" he says as farewell to Vera and Elih. "And see you in the next two days! I hope our familiars would not be so harsh on us."
Percy's eyes are shining all the way as he makes his way towards the designated room. He had requested his room to somehow contain water, for he can only summon Seraph at will when his element is present. While Percy is grateful, Seraph almost feels disappointed with the turn of events.
Lighten up, buttercup, Percy chides the mute swan using the small voice in his mind. All we gotta do is to spar with one another. Pretty neat, I must say.
Seraph does not relent, and keeps quiet. Most of the time, Percy adores Seraph, but there are times she irks him. It took him whole ten minutes to drag Seraph out of the parallel world. Even then Seraph is unusually uncooperative. She does not move even when Percy tells her to do so. She does not respond to whatever he says.
Percy has enough of this. He sits cross-legged in front of Seraph and stares at her intently. When he speaks his voice is soft and understanding.
"Let me help you, buddy. Tell me what's bothering you and we can work out the solution to that. What is making you feel this way?"
The Leviathan's kind words is enough to break Seraph's shell. She conveys to him with clicks and clacks that she does not want to fight. If it's a sparring session between them and a different duo, she is good. But if it's against her master... it pains her. And Percy understands.
"Listen to me, my angel," Percy starts, and Seraph reluctantly turns her small head to him to see a kind, understanding smile. "I love you. You are not fighting me. Don't think of this like that. Instead, by doing this, you are protecting me. We are protecting each other. We'll be able to grow a lot stronger, be able to kick asses of those who dares mess with us, be able to defend ourselves. And when all of these are done, you're still my favorite swan. Have I told you you're pretty?"
And everything is okay.
They have no offensive techniques, only healing and defensive techniques. They make the best out of it, and the rest of the two-day training is spent on them encasing each other in bubbles and attempting to break out. It exhausts them both, but they at the end of the day they do feel something different.
'Ling.' Valkea's voice chimes at the edge of their bond for perhaps the thirtieth time this hour. 'Ling-ling. You need a break.'
"Yeah, I will Val, I will. Just lemme finish this first, 'kay?" She waves her familiar off with a distracted air, barely even paying attention to him as the majority of her focus is consumed by a particularly complicated rune cluster. Formulas and ideas and failed arrays scattered around her a blizzard of paper, potential blueprints already plastered on the walls, there is no doubt that the young runescripter has more than made the room her temporary home in the half-day they've been here.
Valkea huffs an exasperated sigh, rising to his feet and shaking out his fur, growing to his true, full size as he does so. As interesting as Ling's rune theory is, and as fascinating he finds her current project, they've been sent to this room for a reason, one they have yet to even touch. His nose now level with Ling's shoulder, the giant white fox pushes Ling's notes aside with one swipe and catches her eyes, simultaneously sending a more forceful, serious pulse down their mental bond. "Ling!"
The girl in question had begun protesting her familiar's treatment of her notes when she pauses at the assertive edge to his words, protests dying in her throat at his serious, steady eyes. Normally, Valkea is willing to let her go on her pseudo-mad-scientist experimenting sprees with only a bit of grumbling and mild admonishments; she hasn't seen him this stern in a long time. "Val?" she asks tentatively, not quite sure how to treat this new, fierce, deadly serious Valkea, giant and full-sized with a spark of something in his dark dark eyes. But... no, she knows what he wants, knows this part of her familiar that is too reflected in herself - this is the part of them that desires recognition, desires to improve, desires to reach for the fucking stars and fight the world that is so subtly against them.
"Yeah, yeah you're right," she says in response to his unasked question. Approval and satisfaction sparks in equal brightness across their bond, tied together by a thrumming of fierce pride and determination; Ling casts a quick Wingardium Leviosa to shove all her papers into a corner of the room, then...
Valkea lashes out first, white fur rippling like fire as he darts towards her with the speed of the wind. Ling counters with a barrier, a single rune erecting the most basic, flimsiest blockade that shatters into fragments of blue as her familiar barrels through it; it served its purpose though, as she sprints out of the way in the second it had delayed the fox. They dance, earth rumbling beneath their feet as both familiar and witch attempt elemental techniques, they push each other to the limits (perhaps to Ling's limits more than Valkea's), they bare their teeth in too-sharp grins with the light of stars dancing in their eyes; they bond, stronger than ever in the golden light of their mental link.
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She collapses on him with exhaustion twining itself into the marrow of her bones but her heart set alight by fire, a sentiment shared by her beloved familiar, and she whispers "Fëanáro" into his fur as a promise, a lesson learned, an expression of an ocean-deep sentiment that cannot be summed up by mere words.
Okay, Zari needed a moment to fully process what the instructor had just said. She wrote down their new instructions without really thinking about it, and as she re-read the page her mouth started to hang open. The witches in the valley actively encouraged fighting with familiars.
The idea made sense on its own, but the irony of it all was hard to ignore. By participating in this program, she expected to learn something new. Instead, they told her to go beat up a llama, something she already did on a regular enough basis back home.
No, she corrected herself, that didn't count. This new valley style was completely different from before. It had to be. After all, people here actually used magic during their battles. Her giant llama just like to wrestle and spit a lot. There was very little of that bonding or however they described it. The stupid familiar wasn't right about this all along.
Galaxaura certainly acted as though this was the best two days of her life. The llama decided to jog an extra lap around the room while Zari took the moment to catch her breath. To the outside observer, it probably seemed like the witch had just lost the duel, but that couldn't be farther from the truth. She always won. This was true for today and all any other time since they first met. Now that she thought about it—
“Hey!” The llama suddenly leaned in real close and startled Zari enough to cause her to lose her footing and fall to the ground. Galaxaura extended her neck down so they still faced each other. “Come on, one more round 'a this, and we'll be done for now.”
One of these days, that familiar needed to share the secret to her never-ending supply of energy. For now, Zari let out a sigh before resolving to figure that out once they returned to Sundial. “Fine, but try and actually win for once”
Before this exchange program, there was a larger gap between matches, so she never really thought about each battle as a group. At first, Zari just thought humans were naturally better than llamas even with the current size disadvantage. Two hands would always triumph over four feet. Regardless of how true that idea may be, that didn't matter now that magic was involved. They both had the same techniques.
Statistically, she should have lost by now. She understood if it was a safety thing and not wanting to hurt the other partner (especially since most of the pain would be shared anyway), but Zari needed a higher chance of failure in order to feel any pleasure out of these victories.
Aura backed up a few steps and seemed to look away without obviously looking at something else since that would be suspicious. "W-what d'you mean, I always—"
Zari held up a hand, not entirely interested in having a debate at the moment. Maybe later, when they weren't both nearly exhausted. “Look, I trust you. Just try extra hard next time. This is the end, after all.”
After standing back up, Zari straightened her skirt and brushed off a bit of dust. The sun already started to sink behind the mountains. The last day of this activity should be ending soon, so they needed to hurry through this last round. “How's winner take all sound? It'll be fun.”
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tae has been rather silent-unlike his usually more...active (flamboyant, a voice in his head suggests. foppish, another, distinctly familiar male voice remarks acidly. tae wonders what he's doing in his head.) demeanor, he's been sulking in the back. pondering, he'd like to state more clearly-but he's taking things in, unusually reserved and quiet. he recognizes a few faces, though nothing major-his eyes flit over a set of features before moving on. he can't identify all of them, at any rate-is he supposed to? is that his job now, to satisfy himself with the strange rabble that flit along the streets of sundial?
hold your tongue, tae, he reminds himself, even though it's quite ridiculous to talk to himself in the third person. vixx nips at his shoulder through his suit. he doesn't respond, but he supposes that means that he rather likes his own name. it would be amiss to not, anyways-tae bum is a nice name. short, crisp, pleasing to the ear and even more pleasing when someone else is saying (though he'd like to state for the record that nothing is wrong with his voice at all). he tunes the person speaking out for a good while (and then the conversation that follows) before the professor calls for attention this time. his gaze follows the teacher half-heartedly, but tae would obviously be happier somewhere else.
and-voilà. there it is.
tae's eyes slant forward, and he actually takes the initiative to lean closer to hear better, angling his head slightly. the words make him scowl just a touch, his lips turning down-even though the professor is here to inform him, he doesn't want to hear that his way of thinking is wrong. who likes to hear that, after all? vixx breathes heavily, as if hearing his thoughts, and though she remains silent (for now), her teeth gently graze against the skin of his ear, a sharp reprimand. listen, tae, or else, she chides huffily, temporarily breaking out of her role of the wise familiar. tae grumpily follows her direction.
wait-hold on, outposts? everything is immediately dumped down on them, and tae is too stunned to respond similarly. vixx seems to feel the same, too, though her wings flutter warily, the edges of her fingers brushing against his shoulders. something tells him that this isn't going to be good-especially since vixx relaxes suddenly on her perch of his shoulder. he doesn't appreciate being used as a stand, honestly, but he tolerates it-has gotten used to it, even if he doesn't appreciate it. they share a glance, and tae automatically regrets it. she can read him, but he-
how does one even read a bat's expression? with fear and practice, tae finds out. a lot of fear. and a lot of practice.
vixx is a terror. he had never considered her to be before; had defended her honor with the most chivalrous of intentions. but right now he regrets standing up to that one hellion from the road who had called her gaudy and ratted, and she takes great delight in pointing that out to him as he ducks to avoid a sharp nip of her teeth. his fingers are decorated with sharp, shallow cuts-grazes, really, compared to the damage that he's seen her wreak on the world. but still, she's his familiar, and he's not her...well, he is her witch. he says that last part aloud to placate her.
precisely, vixx murmurs pleasantly, the glint of her anklet shining. the light that is gathered in the air between them glitters, wavering unsteadily, and tae's arms ache, but she lets out a sharp-sounding noise and he winces. right, focusing. ugh. tae, you protected me from charlatans rueing my coat the other day-is this really the best you can do? at this rate, you cannot protect me from an apricot. i thought you were better than this.
she is sharp-tongued, he fears, and terrifying, more so than his father and so much more so than his father. the difference is that he despises them and he loves vixx-err, sort of. sometimes. on a thursday, perhaps. but it is not thursday, it is another day, and tae decidedly does not love vixx today, nor does he at this moment. he is tired, and grumpy, and uptight, and he does not quite care for the intricate workings of what he desires when he could settle for a goal right now-the desire to rest. he stares at vixxen, imploringly, and then she relents, flying down to perch on his shoulder and resting as well. the ball of light dissipates as soon as she does so, tae's arms dropping to his side as his knees quietly give way for him to fall on the soft grass.
he will fret and scowl over the stains that the greenery will possibly give him later, but for now, he finds himself...oddly content. it's out of character. ants are doubtless invading the ground, gnats no doubt floating around somewhere, and the ground-well, there's nowhere dirtier than on the dirt itself, right? it is dark out, and you shudder, partly from a faint sense of cold but mostly from a distrust of the things-no, the people-that lurk in the dark. belief of the monsters who dwelled outside is ridiculous, but belief of the witches-well, he knows far too well about how magic feels on one's fingers, and he has no interest in thinking about it now.
no, he doesn't want to think about anything now. instead, he breathes quietly, vixx having already abandoned him to stare at him curiously from a distance. tae blinks at her, and she mirrors the action. he sees the reflection of his brightly colored eyes in the depths of her pupils, and decides to speak first. "vixx. what do you wish to divulge with me, anyways? you seemed to be...interested in telling me something during the day. several things, in fact. particularly about how i performed." he grimaces at the thought, lips quirking down.
nothing important, vixx dismisses. her wings flap, a clear sign of her agitation-or is it unease? he's grown better at reading her, has noticed how completely inadequate his methods were before. her eyes focus on him, eerily dark and still. at that moment, he can almost imagine what others see her as, though she makes a chittering noise and that illusion is dispelled. don't tire yourself out over me. actually...feel free to. but the other way around...well, see to it that such a thing is not going to happen in the future. i believe that you have enough self-possession to do so, correct?
"i remember when you spoke differently," tae replies instead, dodging the question. his eyes bore into her alike, though perhaps his stare is a mere imitation of hers. he picked up his gazes and movements from her, he realizes-just like how she picked up her way of talking from him. "you used to say that no word should be wasted. now..." his eyes soften, almost sweet-tender, he should say. reminiscing makes him turn on his back, blinking tiredly at the sky. "i suppose you've changed, though. we both have."
not enough that we grow into the habit of having heart to hearts, tae, she retorts, though the vicious words lack bite, something that vixx has never been in need of. she moves to nip at his still-sore fingers, and he pulls away with an offended gasp. still, you insist to confide in me about your shallow troubles, do you not? i suppose that's something interesting, though interesting has never been a good thing. like that ridiculous hat that one woman was wearing the other morning, with the bats on it. preposterous. i would have done something about it if i could.
"you did," tae despairs. "you tore off the fake flowers and sent it tottering to the ground. and my shallow troubles-you adore hearing about them, do you not? since you are the cause of most of them, however noble and regal and beautiful you appear?"
praise me more, vixx almost demands, though her tone is...laughing. you will have to resort to much more drastic forms of flattery if you wish for me to admit anything, tae. but i must admit-even without any prompting-that i do enjoy your company. even when we are doing nothing but sitting together, and i nip at your skin in retaliation for something foolish you have deigned to do in a rare act of ridiculousness. even if we are born to do something more-even if our bond is twisted around that purpose. being together allows us to be that more, even if we do nothing. we are more. and one day, you might understand that.
the possible wisdom that vixx tells him quite seriously is undermined by the haughty sniff she decides to add at the end of her statement, throwing tae off guard. he sits up, suddenly quite energized with annoyance. "am i not capable of understanding as i am, right now?"
of course, vixx tells him mock-pityingly. maybe in another year or so, if you continue to grow as you did today. oh, my apologies-did i say a year? i meant a decade-no, a century. my mind must be addled.
"vixx!" tae gasps, placing a hand over his heart and slumping back on his other arm as he dramatically places himself in a half-laying, half-sitting position, throwing his head back. "my heart will never recover. this is a tragedy."
you seem plenty energized, vixx notes, the bat's anklet glimmering again as she rises, the silver light of her pattern glinting and reflecting into tae's eyes. he promptly ignores it. would you like to train more? tae?
he automatically goes silent, though his eyes scream "betrayal. betrayal. betrayal." at her. she lets out a sound that he interprets as laughter and then darts off in front of him, spinning into the air and taking flight. come on, witch. we have things to do and places to be. there is still time before this exercise is over.
oh, and tae? her eyes seem to glow in the light. he stares at her from where he's begun to follow her, a couple of feet below from where she floats. i do not know of your own preference, but i find myself quite liking this task. oh wait-i know your feelings perfectly well.
"betrayal," he murmurs, though with a healthy dose of fear for vixx. she lets out another bat-laugh and dives towards a path, and he follows heartbeats behind.
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Post by Charani Petrov on May 19, 2017 0:33:34 GMT
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[attr="class","jartoxpost"] His question was answered fairly quickly. The answer of course wasn't the best. That is it was one of the sadder theories in his opinion. Like a child born without a family... alone and lost in the world. It is no wonder the things would lash out towards anything and everything. [break][break] Charani just continued writing what was being said around him. It was all probably not useful but you never knew when a little bit of knowledge could be helpful. He'd still probably never use most of what he wrote. That wasn't the point though... maybe someone else could use it! [break][break] The teacher guy was then of course telling them about how things went with the familiars. It was an interesting concept of course. To become friends through the magic of combat. He was not sure he agreed with the sentiment but he was here to learn and grow. This was what they did so he would do it as instructed. They were lead to a room that was designed for only a single pair. A witch and a familiar. It was here they were to duke it out. [break][break] Class was no longer in session. Instead everyone was in their own separate room tailored to get to know their familiar by combat. It was the way these witches formed bonds. Maybe it was a rivalry thing? Like in books where two rivals constantly bicker and fight to make each other stronger but team up in the end against a common foe. You know cool things. What was currently happening was no cool by any means. [break][break] Currently Teddy was essentially chucking rocks at him. He was ducking and weaving for his life... or to be more accurate ducking and weaving to avoid bodily injury that would not kill him at all. There was not nearly as much force behind the stones as he knew his familiar could throw. The canine was going easy on him... and he was still having trouble keeping up. It kind of stung the difference in aptitude or so it seemed. [break][break]The coolest part of this was when he had managed to hit one of the rocks thrown at him with a rock of his own. They smashed together and broke into smaller bits with a small cloud of dusty dirt spraying around. Of course besides a few lucky shots he hadn't really hit his target nearly as much as the dog had hit him. He was bruised and might have actually sprained something from landing weird on a dodge. He had good aim but a moving target was still very much out of his skill set. Thankfully he normally had Teddy to lock down his target with the iron grip of a dog's teeth. [break][break] Was everyone else having this much trouble against their familiar? Was he weak? These doubts tended to cloud his mind when faced with people who were obviously so much stronger than himself. People like Percy. He loved Percy... I MEAN LIKE. LIKE! Sometimes he wondered if Teddy would have been better off born to a different witch. The canine loved to tussle and was obviously good at it giving his showing against Charani. He didn't have the stomach for it yet. Maybe he never would. Maybe he just needed a little push over the edge. Right now though he was getting apology nuzzles from his familiar for the bruises that would probably stay for a few days.
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The room she enters is dimly lit, but with multiple sources of light hanging from all sorts of odd angles. Odd objects dangle from the walls, and the furniture is random and misplaced. In other words, it's a room filled to the brim with shadows casting shapes across dull walls and floors and even across the ceilings. The darkened shapes shift across her face as she begins stalking around the center of the room, quiet steps forming a circle as her eyes try to ascertain the position of the lights and the darks.
"Persephone, darling," she begins, a sneer finding its way to her face. "Where are you hiding...?"
The shadows do not answer, and the butterfly remains cloaked somewhere among them. Isadora's eyes dart around the room, more rapidly with each step. More frightened and alert.
---------------5 MINUTES AGO--------------
"Are we going to fight each other, really? What a waste of energy."
The butterfly beated its off-beat wings, floating in front of Isadora with little effort. Its pattern was rhythmic, and it made Isadora feel like falling asleep but instead she narrowed her eyes, alert.
After a long moment of silence, Persephone spoke again. "Let's play a game. Like old times."
--------------30 SECONDS AGO------------------
Persephone hadn't spoken to her for a full five minutes. There was silence in her mind. Complete silence.
It was driving her insane.
--------- PRESENT TIME -----------------
Isadora concentrates. The shadows seem to whisper to her, but she doesn't know what they're trying to say. She had usually sense Persephone's presence immediately, but she's using a cloaking spell and Isadora can't feel her. It's numbing. She loves to be alone, but this isn't loneliness. This is isolation and--
Breathe. Breathe.
She feels it, all of a sudden. The visualization comes back to her. A cylinder with two ends. If she is one end, then...
Isadora spins around. There is a glistening rage in her eyes; something feral and unlike any kind of subtly inured sarcasm she has engaged in before. It's animalistic, the way she lashes out, throwing a punch at where she feels (no, where she knows) Persephone will be.
Isadora knows her familiar. She's observant, she catches on. She knows that Persephone is every bit of a bitch her name makes her out to be, and she wouldn't be beneath driving someone to insanity. Yet somehow, this feels cruel.
She watches Persephone appear as her fist collides against the butterfly's wings, an explosion of black powder painting her skin.
The blow hits her too and she reels backward. "Ack!" she screams, stumbled back. It felt like someone had hammered her chest, inside and out.
She sees Percy on the floor for one great second before the familiar disappearing, hopping to a random shadow to recover.
"Hi," Persephone says, voice as honey-laced as ever, emergin like a roaring thunder in the silence that had numbed her.
Isadora, on the floor, grits her teeth.
"Oh, you bitch."
-------20 MINUTES LATER---------
They've started another round.
"Do you know what I hate about you, Isa?"
The brunette stands with a hand on a wall, tired and feeling as though she was struggling to breathe and despite all the air she sucked in, her lungs would always be empty. Could a witch die by mana exertion? Her thoughts faded in and out of the realm of sensibility, but she wiped sweat from her mouth and spoke with a shaking smile.
"Everything about me, if what I've learned today is any indicator."
Persephone laughs a shrill and high-pitched laugh. "Yes, but do you know what I hate the most?"
Ah, merciless.
Isadora disappears again, appearing from Persephone's shadow on the floor. Persephone vanishes as a response, appearing in Isadora's shadow. This is the new game they've been playing, and every disappearance makes Isadora's knees weaker.
"That you've lost your drive, you know~ You're complacent now." Isadora sneers at the thought, using up energy from God knows where to attempt a slap at the butterfly. "Yeah? And here I thought you knew me." "Oh I do. You'll do anything to someone if they piss you off, you'll hurt anything that tries to hurt you. And that, if anything---"
The butterfly poofs again to avoid a kick, and Isa fumbled in an attempt to regain her footing. "Is something I like about you, genuinely. But you've changed. You don't need to do crime to survive anymore, and that's changed you."
Isadora scowled at being looked down upon. By a butterfly, of all things. "Oh, here I was thinking Mother'd have been proud."
Apparently, her hits were getting more accurate as Persephone seemed to be tsking and narrowly avoiding her blows.
But then the butterfly appear on the back of Isadora's leg and, in that moment, she lashed out, attempting to ram her against a wall. But she slipped, and suddenly she was falling, and she hit the ground with a thud.
The brunette was half way through getting up when she stopped and sighed, and let her head collide against the floor to stop her mind from spinning so. When she opened her eyes, Persephone hovered over her, like some twisted mockery of an angel. "Isadora..."
Her tone had changed entirely. It was softer, pleading. It was foreign to the witch, and her eyes narrowed, eyebrows knotting upwards in concern for her familiar.
"Take me back in time. Let's strive for something again. Together."
The lesson tore at the sinews of her heart, but in that resounding anger and frustration (at who? she could not find a target), Isadora missed the one other thing that Persephone had been trying to tell her. The lesson that the butterfly herself had hid, afraid to make her intentions clear.
That Isadora needed ambition, as much as she needed companionship.
Alas, the enchantress had ways to go.
I know the feeling Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
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give it one more try to a lullaby And turn this up on the radio
Post by elijah silverwood on May 19, 2017 5:59:34 GMT
eye for an eye.
A day has passed since the lecture and announcement of a hands on bonding workshop, and in that time, Elijah's learned many, many things. Not just about him, but also his familiar--for one thing, Vesuvia very much enjoys being a giant snake. In these special rooms, she's able to be bigger than she could ever dream of--which is related to the second thing he's learned; bush vipers, when they're over twenty feet long and taller than him, can be very intimidating.
With bright green eyes and red scales to match, Vesuvia rivals the look of a dragon. Lights drape over her protruding scales, and her tongue flickers dangerously when she's thinking. He massages the back of his neck, rolling his shoulders back. He's already been defeated more times than he could count, and Vesuvia hasn't even broken a sweat.
After all, nobody knows him better than his familiar.
Unfortunately, it doesn't seem like it's mutual.
Elijah doesn't have an inkling of what Vesuvia's thinking, and it's obvious when they spar. He casts shadows around the room, using the opportunity to sink into the closest one. Elijah's disembodied shape jumps from shadow to shadow, but with a flicker of her tongue, she can sense Elijah easily enough; her tail whips from behind her, and he's swept off his feet right away, falling into a heap in front of her. The breathe's knocked out of him, and for a couple sweet seconds, he struggles to breath.
Elijah can hear the tinkles of her strange laughter, tinged with a slight sss-like sound snakes are known for--it's a little out of breath too, and he has to remember that their wounds are shared.
"You're enjoying this." He says, a statement. Elijah doesn't move from his position on the floor, reveling in how the cold ground cools him. He sees Vesuvia's giant head peek into his vision above him.
"Maybe a little, Elijah." She snickers, her eyes glittering with satisfaction. For all the times he's ignored her, or taken her word for granted, it seems as if she's finally getting her revenge. Elijah can't help but roll his eyes, lips quirking into a slight smile. He runs a hand through his hair before lurching forward, sitting up with slight difficulty.
He huffs, "How is it fair when you're a giant snake?"
"It'sss...not. That's why I'm enjoying it." She says. He gives her credit for looking a little sheepish.
Elijah snorts and shakes his head. "Enjoy it while you have it, I suppose, but I don't see how this is supposed to make us 'bond'."
He watches as Vesuvia's tongue flickers out thoughtfully. She coils herself in front of him, and he waits patiently until she's laid her head down in front of him. Eljiah props his elbows on his knees. It seems as if their sparring session is already over.
"Well...you have improved." Vesuvia says, sugarcoating it to the tip of her tongue. Elijah sighs and shakes his head. "I suppose...Are we supposed to 'talk' at some point?"
Vesuvia shifts her body in a way, the best attempt at a shrug she could muster. "Is anything bothering you?"
Elijah hums. There's not something that she doesn't know; he tells her everything, from his grievances to his elation. It's almost like what doesn't she know. And yet, it seems as if he knows nothing about her. Vesuvia may be his familiar, but she does have her own thoughts and feelings. And he rarely hears about them.
"Well, is there anything that's bothering you, Vesuvia?"
If there's any snake that's terrible at lying, it's Vesuvia. Her eyes dash away, and she doesn't answer straight away. She doesn't look very comfortable in her own skin.
"Vesuvia?"
She shifts, her tongue flickering before she answers.
"You've...been different recently."
Elijah blinks. He hadn't really expected her to say something like that.
"In what way?"
He thinks to the conversations with Ashanti, recalling the moments he'd shared with people not like himself. It's true...he's been a bit more outgoing than usual. But he doesn't know how he's been so different to Vesuvia. "You haven't been as...cynical lately. It's nice."
Elijah blinks. He doesn't quite know how to respond to that, but he supposes that it's not terrible. He shrugs--it's his turn to avoid her gaze now, and scratches the edge of his mouth thoughtfully.
"I suppose so."
Vesuvia nods, and he swears that he could see her eyes grow a little brighter. She nods, and they both know that it's the end of their conversation. He taps a finger on the edge of his knee, and thinks. Vesuvia starts slithering away from her coils, and he watches as her scales scratch against the floor of their room.
Elijah quirks an eyebrow, reluctantly willing his limbs to pick himself up. "Is that all there is to our 'bonding' conversation?"
Vesuvia snickers again, in the way that snakes do.
"With you, I didn't really expect more than that."
The classroom was set up completely differently than the day prior. All the desks had been removed, and a locked door at the back of the room had been opened, revealing several rooms that looked exactly like the one classroom they had been using. Without any furniture, the room was huge like a gymnasium and rather unfamiliar. And the newest additions were unfamiliar faces-- fresh faces of young witches. Well, younger than the senior professors that seemed to run the place, anyway. [break][break] The witches all wore either purple robes or dark black ones and intermingled with the ones that wore the same colors. The new faces were smiling and talking among themselves, looking up at the appearance of bruised, beaten and sleep-deprived witches while offering their apologies in the form of winces and smiles. [break][break] "Quiet now," said the head instructor when all the apprentices had piled in, standing awkwardly beside the door. The new faces lined up in an orderly form, forming groups of two or three. [break][break] "You all have done well, and we're as proud as your familiars must be. But there is no rest for witches, especially not those that cannot apply their gained powers. The risk would be far too great if we exposed you to the outside dangerous as you are, but it is more than possible to attempt a replication of environments you may later face." [break][break] The professor gestured to the witches behind him. "These are our volunteers from coven Starwatch and the Carablack hoods. We've brought together a group of talented summoners and illusionists to create a simulation. Please follow them into the room numbers designated on the blackboard...After we see what you've worked on, our instructors will offer more personal advice." [break][break] ----- ROOM #3-----[break] tagging: líng lù-xīpercival grayremeisadora almic @sophia @hare[break]
The summoner breathed heavily, quickly downing a vial of the morning lotus to keep his sights straight. The animal before them was certainly not a monster-- it looked like a convincing copy, though. It was a dark black boar with tusks the size of a mammoth's, and its eyes glowed red. But something was missing.
And then the illusionists filled in. They worked their magic wordlessly, but all at once the apprentices would feel a dredge of utter terror rise in their hearts, the sort of magically induced panic that could get anyone's blood ringing in their ears.
"A real monster will feel twice as worse. They attack you with their mere presence, but a professional witch has to be able to keep their head regardless of the circumstance. Try not to faint, and show us what you learned, rookies."
The summoner breathed heavily, quickly downing a vial of the morning lotus to keep his sights straight. The animal before them was certainly not a monster-- it looked like a convincing copy, though. It was a black bird, or seemed like it. Except for the fact that it was the size of a fully-grown bear on its hind legs, and its beak was curved like a hook and sharp like a knife. But something was missing.
And then the illusionists filled in. They worked their magic wordlessly, but all at once the apprentices would feel a dredge of utter terror rise in their hearts, the sort of magically induced panic that could get anyone's blood ringing in their ears.
"A real monster will feel twice as worse. They attack you with their mere presence, but a professional witch has to be able to keep their head regardless of the circumstance. Try not to faint, and show us what you learned, rookies."
The summoner breathed heavily, quickly downing a vial of the morning lotus to keep his sights straight. The animal before them was certainly not a monster-- it looked like a convincing copy, though. It was an octopus, although it seemed fine with floating in the air. Each of its limbs seemed to pulsate with energy and its head was covered with eyes. But something was missing.
And then the illusionists filled in. They worked their magic wordlessly, but all at once the apprentices would feel a dredge of utter terror rise in their hearts, the sort of magically induced panic that could get anyone's blood ringing in their ears.
"A real monster will feel twice as worse. They attack you with their mere presence, but a professional witch has to be able to keep their head regardless of the circumstance. Try not to faint, and show us what you learned, rookies."
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[break][break] Your task today is to attempt a group effort at defeating a summoned monster. Illusionists have attempted to re-create a life-like situation of paranoia, fear and suffocating intimidation to mimic a real monster encounter. The witches paried in a given room must work together to defeat the monster. [break][break] OOCLY, you have 72 hours to post. only elemental techniques are allowed, as that has been the focus of training so far. each post must be 250 words long as a minimum, and multiple posts are encouraged. there is no posting order but double posting is prohibited. the monster is not intended to be easy to beat (it does not have to be defeated at the end of the OOC time period). However, the summoner is always ready to call off the creation if things get out of hand.
THROUGH THE WOODS WE RAN ( DEEP INTO THE MOUNTAIN SOUND )
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'let's kick some monster butt', said elih, like, never.
he appreciates the sympathy. he really does. but there is precious little that smiles and winces can do for mottled purpling bruises; elih certainly looks like he fares worse off, but hamster begrudgingly admits that the witch had landed a few of his own hits. still, the coyote maintains a smug air, one that elih is too tired to protest to. all he can offer to the new faces is tired, patient attention as the lesson begins anew.
for a moment, he entertains the mad thought that he is too bone-deep exhausted to be anything but tired -- wonders if he even has the energy to be daunted by the next task -- but then fear wraps itself around his throat once more, and he dismisses the notion. it starts off as an icy snake coiling about his stomach, restless, makes his hands shake as the summoner steps forward. he doesn't consider himself a stranger to fear, but this is very different.
the 'monster' makes its appearance, all waving tendrils and merciless eyes. he has the sudden urge to throw up; a thousand eyes stare at him, through him. a moment passes -- as though someone hits pause mid-crescendo, himself feels weightless, suspended, anxious -- then the handiwork of the illusionists set in. deep down, he probably knows it is an illusion. prays it is an illusion.
( perhaps the world has been on silent until now. someone has just hit play; his heart is an orchestra on its own, frantically leaping between beats in a futile attempt to complete the song. maybe there are no players, just ghosts struggling to pluck violin strings with incorporeal fingers. the conductor is probably screaming. )
elih wants to scream, to run, but his throat is closed and his legs frozen. instead, he takes a clumsy step backwards ( he can hear the rapid rat-a-tat of his heart, the scrape of sole against floor as he moves, the shuddering, shaky breath he draws that is deafening ). and another. his eyes are wide, looking but not seeing; blind. furtively, he seeks out his familiar, tangles his fingers with a thick winter coat. hamster makes an odd noise. it's the first time he's heard hamster whimper.
and softly, so very softly, in the tone that doomed men favour: "oh, shit."
Post by Rowan Ashworth on May 19, 2017 15:55:46 GMT
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Ever since the professor's announcement, Rowan has been filled with dread. Of course the family would push him into this program. Probably as a way to 'toughen him up' and 'get him to face monsters like a real man' or some other rubbish of the like. He has made it perfectly clear for years that he dislikes fighting, that he'd really rather rally for peace or a compromise. But when it comes to monsters, it's fight or die, and Rowan has steered himself clear of those sorts of situations for over half a decade.[break][break] He'd been assigned to room two, along with several other witches. He notices Sima from earlier, and gives a small, shy wave of acknowledgment to her before they pass through the doors and into the room.[break][break] The simulation looked real enough without the illusionists coming in and then making the large black bird come to life. If Rowan thought he was scared before, he's terrified now. He doesn't know how, but Diana is a deluge of calm, eyeing the beast with a thoughtful silver gaze. They've done a good job, she says in grudging admiration, and all Rowan can think of is that his familiar is being very, very unhelpful here. She was basically admitting that the monsters - the real ones, that is - could appear worse, and Rowan isn't sure how much terror he can take.[break][break] And frankly, his thoughts are on the fact that he's an air mage. And this is a bird. What can he even do except possibly help the monstrous thing fly? His practice with Slices hasn't amounted to much - the most he's succeeded with so far is a small cut in the wall, and even then he hadn't managed to hit his target.[break][break] But he's not frozen in terror. No, he's moving fine, albeit with a very slight tremble in his steps. There's only this sense of dread and a feeling of impedeing doom, and the feeling that no matter what he does, he's going to fail.[break][break] Snap out of it, Diana barks sharply in his mind. He blinks, momentarily taken out of his stupor as his familiar, who floats to his right, gives him a piercing glare with her silver eyes. You have to focus, especially in battle. Or else you're dead. Her gaze softens for a moment and a small smile touches her lips. I know you don't like fighting, but at least see what you can do to help your teammates.[break][break] Rowan gulps. "Y-yeah," he says, his voice shaking. Uneasily, he creates a slice of air which reaches only about a foot in length. He doubts it'll do much to the creature at all, but he's made it more for his own protection than anything else. He's still scared, and the terror runs thickly through his veins, but if he's helping other people - well, he doesn't feel quite so terrified anymore.[break][break] tl;dr rowan is terrified but he agrees that he'll at least back up his teammates as much as he can - somehow